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Saturday, December 26, 2009

weight

I have felt all kinds of weight this year. Weight on my shoulders from being a mostly single mom (while Mike worked out of town for several months). Weight from sadness and the loss of my dad, I miss him so much. Weight from the stress of changing my kids too a different school, (I knew it would be hard, but I didn't think it would be this hard). Weight from unemployment woes, a job would be great. Weight from the heartbreak I have felt in my relationship with my spouse (we are working things out). Weight from my children who can't seem to get over their dog dying, she got hit by a car, we all miss her. But there is one kind of weight that is amazingly good. I have lost 55 pounds this year! I only have one pair of pants that fit. Everything else is too big. It is hard to find something to wear in the morning, but I am not complaining. I have worked really hard to get this weight off of me, and it feels so great to be a normal size. Now, I just need to get some skin removed from a couple of areas and those bikinis will be super hot this summer. HAHHA, not really, I don't have the guts to sport a bikini. But, I could use a new wardrobe! Hurry, someone nominate me for TLC's What Not to Wear!

2 comments:

Kerri said...

Rachel, you look great! Abolutely amazing, actually. Sorry about all the other weighty matters in life. Life can just be so painful. It's all for a purpose. I'm glad you're willing to blog about it. A dear sister in our ward spoke Christmas Sunday about the value of sharing our challenges. Through our challenges we strengthen eachother. I sometimes read every one else's perfectly happy blogs and wonder what's wrong with me.

Annie said...

Rach, you looked incredible when we saw you a few weeks ago. Congratulations! Life can be hard and crappy sometimes. You are so strong and are a great example to me. Thank you!